i had this dream that was totally weird i was just floating in nothingness, not even space cos there wasnt anything, there was nothing in life except for me. in the dark i discovered so many new things about myself, who i really am what this world really is and that it doesn't matter, nothing matters in the end. then i woke up and it was like i was falling eternally, back to my own mind contained in its skull, back to my own fucking house, in this stupid fucking piece of shit country, stuck between the walls, squeezed into a box. everything id learned was fading away like it always does with dreams, and now all that there is is a feeling of loss. and emptiness. and i cant help wondering whether i am awake now.
its like some shitty matrix sequal. still, that was my night.